February 2012
Is it normal to want to kill yourself?
I’ve been wallowing in self-pity these days.
I don’t know why am I so sensitive these days. I don’t know why I’m always feeling inferior to everyone.
The reason I’m bottling everything up because I know it wouldn’t change a thing if I tell people. I don’t know how to help myself. People don’t know how to...
I have 3 different personalities.
the one where I’m out-going and loud.
the one where I’m shy and quiet as fuck
the one where I hate everyone and every little thing bothers me.
Not in the right state of mind to go to school.
But I’m still going anyway.
mols:
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
Tempted to just run away now. I wish people could live my life, even just for a day, to experience what I’m experience and know how I feel.
When your parents always compare you and your sister since young. That she is better than you in all aspects. So what does that make me? A failure in life? Just cuz I fail to achieve what she achieved? I’m not good enough.
Now I’ve...
If you want to experience hell you just have to live my life.
Sick of this shithole. Just want to run away. I wish I’m rich so I can travel. I’m already sick of living in this boring place.
I hate studying so much. I love learning. The only worrying thing is my grades and how I’ve been doing in school. I haven’t been doing much. I don’t even know why I chose this...
